I really miss my big brother, and I hope that he now knows how many people loved him and cared about him. I am grateful that he is now with Heavenly Father and our Grandma Jo. I know they will take care of him and that he is perfect now. I am also comforted with the thought that now he is watching over us, especially his baby girl Braylynn.
I want to thank everyone that has helped our family during this hard time in our life. I am so very thankful for my family and friends. I wouldn't know what to do with out them. I just hope that they know that if they EVER need anything that they can call on me and I will do my best to try and help. I know Ryan touched many peoples lives, and that he had a ton of friends. I was shocked with the line at the viewing that went on for what seemed to be forever.
Like my mom said in her talk at the funeral, we shouldn't judge and I hope everyone takes that to heart. Also tell your loved ones everyday that you love them, even if you are mad at them. You never know when your last day with them will be.
Rest In Peace Big Brother
I will always and forever love you <3
I love this so much!!! Your an awesome sister and I know that he loves you so very much.... He's the big brother I never had lol! I hope you and your family are doing better with everything! I'm here for all of you guys! I send my love to you and your whole family! Ry will always and forever be missed and loved in my book! Still cant believe your gone Ry, I hope your doing better and having a great time with your grandma! until we meet again watch over all of us and your lil princeses!!!! Love you xoxo Kaelynn Breeze!!
ReplyDeleteThis is very special Monica, just like you and Ryan. Ryan had a huge heart and it showed through his hugs and smiles. No one has the right to Judge anyone, that is God's job and since he knows our true intentions, thoughts and what's in our hearts and because he is the only one that really knows us, his Judgement is the only one that counts. I know he saw the good in Ryan and so he is in Heaven and at peace now. Life here is difficult and overwhelming at times. They say God never gives us more than we can endure, but I tend to disagree with that sometimes. Anyway, you are an amazing, beautiful girl and your family is so lucky to have you and you are lucky to have had Ryan. He is still here with us. He will always be a Guardian Angel now, to watch over his little Sis, Brother, Mommy and Daddy and most of all his Beautiful Little Girl Braylynn. I love you and I am here for you. ~HUGS~ Tam
ReplyDeleteP.S. I'm sorry, I know he'll be watching over his Big Sis too, Jen, I didn't meant to leave you out. I'm trying to type through tears and brain fog so please forgive me. Ryan will be watching over all his loved ones because he will never stop caring.
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