I really miss my big brother, and I hope that he now knows how many people loved him and cared about him. I am grateful that he is now with Heavenly Father and our Grandma Jo. I know they will take care of him and that he is perfect now. I am also comforted with the thought that now he is watching over us, especially his baby girl Braylynn.
I want to thank everyone that has helped our family during this hard time in our life. I am so very thankful for my family and friends. I wouldn't know what to do with out them. I just hope that they know that if they EVER need anything that they can call on me and I will do my best to try and help. I know Ryan touched many peoples lives, and that he had a ton of friends. I was shocked with the line at the viewing that went on for what seemed to be forever.
Like my mom said in her talk at the funeral, we shouldn't judge and I hope everyone takes that to heart. Also tell your loved ones everyday that you love them, even if you are mad at them. You never know when your last day with them will be.
Rest In Peace Big Brother
I will always and forever love you <3